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Cornea Marie #1 Excerpt (My Nanowrimo Entry)

Cornea Marie and The Dead Stranger

(excerpt)


Cornea Marie is not an ordinary girl, though she lives an ordinary life. A gifted young prodigy, she spends her days studying in a well-known university and her nights partying at the city's loudest venues. But her mundane existence is about to change when her beloved friend and mentor was reported missing; in his house the police found the dead body of a John Doe. Fearing that he is being framed for murder, Cornea Marie must race against the authorities in finding her missing teacher and prove his innocence. But as mysteries begin to unfold, she discovers that sometimes, even the people you know the most are not what they appear to be.


Chapter 7

            Cornea woke up to a deafening silence. The lights are off and for a brief moment she was puzzled by her surrounding, until everything slowly came back. She turned to the jalousie window but couldn't see anything outside. She willed her ear to hear something but all she got was the silent whirring of Tim's laptop left running. She stretched her legs, reaching for the bottom edge of the top-bunk bed, but she couldn't. She started thinking about the events that unfolded that day: from the morning she woke up in her own bed to the night she slept into someone else's bed, a stranger's bed. And strangely enough, a stranger she eagerly trusted. Why won't she, he's a guy who obviously loves his Mom, he wouldn't dare to do anything that will upset his mother. Cornea has always prided herself to be an excellent judge of character, and she is yet to be disappointed.
            Threat. That was the word that stuck with her after her meeting with her boss, or technically her Sir Ed's boss. Dino Miguel Atienza, the dead stranger inside Sir Ed's house is under threat, was under threat; from whom and why, only her missing teacher knows. Alfredo Cueto never bothers with the minute details of a case when his best investigator is on it. He trusts him enough to handle everything.
            Threat. Dino Miguel Atienza, an independent game developer, was under threat. It was his father who called up Alfredo, as a friend calling up for a favor. He wanted a guarantee to his son's safety, and Alfredo promised his safety by bringing his best man on the job, Sir Ed. Unfortunately, that promise was broken when 4 days later he was found dead inside the house of the man who's supposed to protect him.
            But Sir Ed is no bodyguard. He's not a thug, he will not be paid to take a bullet for someone; he's too precious for that. This case, Atienza's case, is what they consider in their agency as a consultation, and Sir Ed is merely a “security consultant”. He doesn't just guarantee the safety of his client, it is also his responsibility to assess the threat, identify its source, figure out the who's what's and why's, and if absolutely necessary, eliminate the threat in any legal way possible.
            Cornea must have been staring at the dark ceiling for almost an hour when she heard a noise, the noise. The noise that's she had been waiting for, the reason she suggested sleeping into some stranger's bed, or on some stranger's top-bunk bed. It's a soft noise, almost indiscernible, something you would only hear if you are listening closely. It came from outside the house, by the street. Footsteps. Amplified by the deafening silence, followed by a soft clank of a metal. A metal gate.
            She rose up quickly, minding the ceiling over her head. She slowly removed the blanket covering her body and carefully went down the bunk bed. If she can hear the noise outside, surely somebody outside can hear any noise she makes inside. She tiptoed her way to the window, and tried to peek out at the streets, but it’s too dark. Yet she's sure, as certain as the sun will rise three hours from now, that somebody is outside, and that somebody is breaking into Sir Ed's house. Again. It's one of those things that a woman feels but can't explain. Same reason she knows someone is ogling at her ass when she rides the LRT, or that some construction worker makes a second glance as she walks by. Instinct is probably the best word for it, albeit being broad and too generic. She tiptoed backwards towards the door, and quietly opened it. She's still wearing the same dress she went out with this morning, and there's no way she's making that jump by the balcony with her low-heel boots again, so she slipped into one of the slippers by the door and started walking towards the balcony behind the house.
            She was just about to jump when she realized another thing. Weapon. She needs a weapon. She's considering two options here. First: It was Sir Ed. He sneaks back into his house the night after somebody is murdered. But that's unlikely. If he has time to sneak back into his own house 24 hours after he presumably left it, then he has time to reply to Cornea's 20 text messages. Sir Ed is not the type to ignore text messages, especially from his favorite student. And even if he, by any chance lost his cellphone, he would have found out that his Honda is missing, and as she is the only one who knows about his secret garage, he would have contacted her by now, by any means. So she scratched that off her head, it’s not Sir Ed.
            So it goes down to the second option, the killer. Whoever it was who killed Dino Miguel Atienza the night before came back to the scene. Either because he's stupid enough, or brave enough, nevertheless he returned to finish something. Something he missed the first time he came. Cornea would have never anticipated the killer would return, but she still entertained the idea. And having no lead whatsoever, it’s the only idea she has, so she insisted to sleep in Tim's house. Now, her gamble paid off.
            She walked back to the spiral staircase behind Tim's room. She went down and was greeted by the huge Honda scooter blocking its bottom steps. She could make the hop across, but she wouldn't make the hop back up. So she dismissed the idea, and climbed back up. She searched around the hallway for anything, any weapon she can use. If that's the killer, he will have a gun, like he had a gun the previous night. A knife wouldn't work, neither will a scissor: she would've need to get close to the killer to make it useful, and she's mostly likely be shot-dead by the moment she comes within the killer's arm's reach. She needs something long, and, hard, yet light and easy to swing.
            She went back inside Tim's room and surveyed the area, trying hard to see anything through the dark, and then her eye fell by the windows and saw the curtains, or the lack of it. Above the window hangs a metal rod that's used to hold the drapes. A long metal rod, about a meter length. "Perfect", she whispered to no one. She took the chair to the window and reached for the rod. A quick nudge and it fell into her palm. She held it tightly with her two hands and swung back and forth, testing her arm, then she walked back to the balcony.
            She braced herself and made the six-foot jump. The metal rod in her right hand, she tiptoed towards the hanging bonsai plant and took another metal wire. She picked the lock again, like she did earlier this morning, then she leaned back by the wall, waiting for a reaction, a response, like a ship sending a distress signal. Two minutes after, she opened the back door, and entered silently. From the back of the house, she could hear noises, boxes being turned over, drawers being violently opened and closed, and silent shuffling on the floor. She crouched through the kitchen, then the dining area and under the table. From there she heard the door of Sir Ed's room opening so she went prone, her pounding chest drumming on the cold concrete floor. A man came out of the room, and stood by the narrow hallway between the dining room and the living room. Facing away from her, she couldn't see his face, but his description matches what Tim saw the previous night. Black leather jacket, baseball cap, and generic blue jeans. Too common, too casual.
            The man stood there for a moment, surveying the interior of the house. He's looking for something, it's clear now. Something he missed the first time he raided the house. Cornea contemplates her position. She could attack him right now, crawl up out of the dining table and hit him in the head with the rod there and then and all of this will be over with. He will not die, of course, but she could establish an advantageous position, he could pass out from the blow, and she could drag him to the bed, strap him to the post and ask him about what happened the night before. She could also find out if he knows where Sir Ed is. But the hallway is too narrow; she can't make that swing with a meter-length rod. Striking from the top is also not viable, it would hurt him, but that blow will not be enough to stun him, much less disorient him. He could swiftly turn around and grab her by the neck and that would be the end of her. The best hit is through the temple, or through the back of his skull. So she has to wait for the perfect timing. He just needs to walk a couple of steps forward, to the living area where there is enough space to swing the rod to his right temple.
            The man made a last look to her direction, by the dining area. He can't see her. She's under the table and the room is dark, the whole house is dark. This man would not take a risk of switching on the lights; some neighbor awake at this moment could see it and report it to the police the next morning. He's holding a flashlight on his left hand and she saw a glimpse of a shiny metal by his right jacket pocket. A gun. He turned back and started walking towards the door. She started crawling behind out of the table. She could still reach him if she makes a run. Run, swing and hit, probably shout along the way. Shouting helps, apparently. For some reason it makes an attack more powerful. She knows there's an explanation behind that, she have read about it somewhere, but she’s just too pre-occupied to remember about it now. Run, swing and hit. All of this will be over. Run, swing and hit.
       By the time she's out of the dining table, the man, walking way faster than she anticipated is already a few steps away from the door. She realized she wouldn't make it so she crouched down again. Even she runs as fast as she can, she won’t reach him in time. She'll just alert him of her position and by the time she's a meter away from him, he could have his gun pointed at her forehead. Blink and die. No, she won't risk it, so she let him go. She let him walk outside the house and back to whatever hell he's from. Not that Cornea believes in hell.
            She tiptoed towards the door as it closed. She held the doorknob for a second, then a minute. It could be a trap. He could've seen her, in some way, beneath the dining table, and feigned leaving. He could be outside that door, waiting for her to come out. One hit to the head and she's done. She stood there for five for minutes waiting for something, until she heard a car moving across the street outside. She couldn't catch him, but she could at least see his plate number. She quickly opened the door and stepped outside, the car is already a few blocks away. A black Toyota, probably a Vios, the same car Tim saw last night. She couldn't see the full plates but she caught a letter and a number. She hissed and closed the door in disappointment, that’s not enough.


Chapter 8

            “Good morning.” Tim greeted Cornea as she stepped down from the bunk bed. The young man is already nose-deep in front of his laptop, listening to some sappy OPM song.
            “Morning, what time is it?” Cornea greeted back.
            “Nine. He's in the news.”
            “Who?” Cornea asks.
            “Dino Miguel Atienza is in the major news websites. His family indentified his body last night, and the PNP will be making a press conference later this afternoon.”
            “A press conference? Wow, I didn't know he was that important.”
            “He was. Or at least his family is. Apparently, he's the son of Leopoldo Atienza Jr.” Tim, bent sidewards and showed Cornea a website, headlined Son of entrepeneur found dead in Manila, he then switched the tab to another news website, Businessman's son found dead in teacher's house. “And then this, it’s from a gaming blog, it just came in a few minutes ago”, Tim switched to another website, this one more colorful than the first two, Developer of Tappity Tap found dead.
            “Wait, who is his father again?”
            “Leopoldo Atienza Jr. Businessman, owner of a chain of high-end restaurants. An engineer by profession, apparently, he owns a building. A rather small building at the backseat of Makati, have you heard of the LAJ Bldg. in Pasay road? That's his.”
            Cornea shakes her head, “I don't even know where that is.”
            “We passed across it last night.”
            “Really?”
            “When we went to Magallanes, it’s near the Skyway.” Tim made a gesture with his right hand over his left hand, but Cornea shook her head. “Never mind. Anyway, his family is rich enough to warrant a press conference and influential enough to require a police task force.”
            “A task force?”
            “Yep. That's what the news sites are saying. PNP is forming a task force to hunt down Atienza's killer and put the case into a close as fast as possible.”
            “Yesterday the police didn't even bother checking his body, and now that they found out who it was they're creating a task force? I love the Philippines.” Cornea quipped sarcastically.
            “Now here's the bad news,” Tim turned himself around and faced the young woman, “Since his body was found inside Mang Ed's house, he is their primary suspect.”
            “Ok.” Cornea nodded.
            “Ok? That's it? Yesterday you were so adamant into finding Mang Ed and proving that he has nothing to do with this guy's death and now you're just 'Ok'?”
            “Well, naturally, he will be the primary suspect, they found him in his house, and he's missing. Ask anyone, it’s as plain as a summer day, he killed him and ran away hiding. That's a solid case right there.”
            Tim listened silently.
            “But of course,” Cornea continued, “they don't know what we know: that his father hired Sir Ed to protect him. Wait, they don't know that, do they?”
            “I think they don't, I didn't read it mentioned in any news.”
            “Right, so the police don't know...” Cornea stood thinking, and then she felt her stomach grumble, “I'm hungry, what's for breakfast?”
            “I have pandesal here, if you want and I can get you coffee downstairs,” Tim pointed to the plate of cold pandesal lying beside his mouse pad and to the empty mug of coffee. “We also have sinangag and egg if you want to eat rice.”
            “I'll have the rice. We need energy for the rest of the day.”
            “For what?”
            “Also, can I borrow some change of clothes?” Cornea nodded down at her dirty clothes.
            “About that, what happened to you? Did Mama give you dirty blankets?”
            “No, no, no. The blankets are clean. It's the floor that's dirty.”
            “Floor? You slept on the top bunk. Did you fell on the floor?”
            “No, I didn't. You know what, it’s a long story; I'll tell you on our way to the funeral.”
            “The funeral?”
            “Yes, for now, let me borrow your clothes and let me eat some breakfast.”
            Tim stood bewildered, staring at Cornea with his narrowed eyes and opened mouth.
            “Get me some clothes!” She cried, “or I'm gonna go downstairs naked. Let's see what your mother thinks about that.”
            Tim hurried to his dresser and rummage for some clothing. He took out a thin white shirt and a pair of board shorts.
            “Wow, you really do want me to go downstairs naked, don't you?”
            “What? No.”
            “Get me a colored shirt, something thick. The whole world's gonna see my bra through that.”
            Tim returned to rummaging his dresser and took out another shirt with some reference to an American TV show. “This one?” he asks Cornea.
            “Alright, that's good. Hand it to me, and close the door.”
            Tim gave the shirt and the pair of shorts to Cornea and walked to the bedroom door. He closed it and stood beside the bed obliviously.
            “Get out, you perv!” Cornea shouted.
            “Sorry.” Panicking, Tim rushed outside the bedroom, slamming the door behind him. She walked towards it, double-checked the lock, and chuckled to herself.
            She quickly changed into the shirt and shorts and put her old dress into her shoulder bag. She stood in front of the dresser mirror and checked herself out. The loose shirt hangs formlessly on her slim body, and her hair is all messed up. She took out a hair brush from her bag and combed it and tied it into a bun. She realized that she forgot to remove her make up before sleeping and made a mental note to wash it off after eating. She folded up the sleeves of her t-shirt until it's a third of its length, then walked out of the room.
            Tim is already sitting by the dining table when Cornea climbed downstairs. He served a plate of fried rice and egg, and then made a gesture if she wants coffee. She obliged, so he poured hot water into a cup and placed it beside Cornea's plate. She then handed her a sachet of 3-in-1 coffee.
            “You don't have real coffee?” Cornea asks, smugly.
            “That is real coffee.” Tim answered.
            “Whatever. Where's your mother?”
            “I don't know,” waving off his hand, “probably went to the market.”
            Cornea nodded and started eating. Tim watched her for a few minutes.
            “You mentioned going to the funeral?” His curiosity broke the silence in the room.
            “Yes. We're going to the funeral.”
            “We?”
            “We. You, me, we.”
            “Dino Miguel Atienza's funeral?”
            “Why, did anybody else die last night?”
            “With me? Why?”
            “Well, I need you to drive the Honda.”
            “No, why are we going to his funeral?”
            “To interrogate his parents.”
            “Why?”
            “Isn't it obvious?”
            “Enlighten me.”
             Cornea took a final sip of her coffee and placed it back on the table. “They hired Sir Ed to protect their son, and then they found their son dead in Sir Ed's house. Why didn't they mention that he was supposed to be guarding him? Why didn't they tell to the police that their primary suspect is, and was, technically their son's bodyguard, for lack of a better word?”
            Tim is still staring at Cornea, clueless.
            “They're hiding something. They know something about their son's death, and they're letting Sir Ed take the fall.”



M.C.

I wrote this in Reddit as a sort of exercise to help me off my writer's block. I never intended for this to be this long, so I'm posting it here as well since it's been a while since I last blogged.


I saw my crush's pictures on Facebook today... sigh..

I met her when i went to Malaysia some years ago. A friend of mine who works in Kuala Lumpur let me stay in their apartment for a day, and that's when I first saw her. It was early in the morning when I arrived, and I was worried that I woke them up too early. As I came in, she and their one other room mate got out of their rooms and we were introduced to each other. I found her interesting for that moment, though I couldn't point my finger why.

My friend and her room mates agreed to accompany me on my tour of the city, so they prepped up that morning, eating lunch and watching movies while doing so. They played the film "One More Chance" on the TV, and it's the first time I saw it. Coming out from a break up, I easily related to the film. So when one particular scene where this one character committed suicide and he was brought to the hospital, joined by John Lloyd and Bea's characters and the he gave this heart breaking monologue, I cried. I couldn't help it, so I ran to their kitchen and wiped my face clean. When i returned, they started teasing me for crying on a movie. I told a bullshit excuse how their room is smoky, but of course they didn't buy it. They laughed about it and I felt a little embarrassed.

So that afternoon we toured Kuala Lumpur. We rode taxis, buses, the monorail, but most of the time we just walked. I couldn't remember how far and long we've been walking but we didn't feel tired. The day culminated with us eating dinner at KL City Centre beside the Petronas Towers. As we were watching the dancing fountain by the foot of the twin skyscrapers, I realized something: I like this girl. I whispered about it to my friend but she told me she has a boyfriend. As I went home to manila the following day, I felt happy that I met this wonderful girl, but also a bit sad that I would probably never see her again. Fortunately, we added each other on Facebook before we parted ways.

But i never contacted her. I "liked" her pics, left short comments on some of her statuses but that's all it. She has a boyfriend, I have to move on and forget about her.

But i can't.

A year later, my friend's boyfriend broke the news to me: she and her boyfriend broke up. I contacted my friend immediately, and confirmed it for me. You can call me a jerk, but damn, I was so happy. I felt that this is my chance, my opportunity, but i didn't want to end up as a rebound boyfriend either. I believe that what I feel for her is genuine and sincere, if I'm gonna do this, I have to do it the right way. She's heart broken, and she needs time to heal first. I've been in her situation before and I know that barging in her life that time will not help in her moving on. So I took my time. I waited. I counted the months.

One day, I received a notification on Facebook: she "liked" the recent picture I posted. It was nothing. She already "liked" some of my pictures before, so it's not actually a big deal for me. It was nothing, yet it was something. I felt the universe whisper to my ear, it was like the planets aligning with each other or the moon blocking off the sun. This is the moment. This is the right time. So i messaged her on Facebook, every finger on my hand shaking, trembling as I type the words. And as I pressed enter, I felt my heart stop for a second. It's like in the action movies, where the hero and the villain face off and have a duel, you hear a gunshot and you hold on to your seat, waiting for the first man to fall down. and just like in the movies where the protagonist slowly climbs up a cliff after the audiences thought he fell down, I felt jubilant when she replied. I almost cried, rolling sideways on my bad as I celebrate in "kilig" of my triumphant joy.

Every night since then was a wonderful night for me. It didn't bother me that i have no regular job (aside from teaching part time) and that the clients from my freelance streak are a bunch of assholes. I was happy because she's there, on the other end of the internet line, talking to me. We caught up on each other from when we parted ways in Kuala Lumpur. She told me that she recently got back here in the Philippines. I told her that I left my job, my dream job some months ago, and is now a proud free lancer. We easily connected to each other, like some childhood friends who lost communication for several years. We shared stories, teased each other, we talked about anything, but each night always ends up the same: me rolling side to side on my bed, kicking my feet up in the air, drowning in "kilig".

I can't say I'm in love with her, but i can say that what i feel for her is not just a crush. Or maybe it's just a crush, but I don't care, I like what I feel, and there is nothing more I want in this Earth than to die having this feeling in my chest. They could shove my dead body inside a coffin and dump soil and rocks over my grinning face and write "the happiest man to die" on my epitaph for all I care. But there's still one thing missing: I have to see her. so I searched the internet for any interesting ways that I can ask her out, but nothing. Out of desperation, I asked her if we could watch a movie together. I never expected her to say yes feeling that it was the lamest and uncreative way to ask a girl out, but she said yes anyway. So that Thursday, I took a haircut, finally took a haircut from an expensive salon and took out the most classy attire i could come up with. Luckily, I have classes that day, so I have an excuse for being overdressed. We agreed to meet up at Makati and there we watched two aliens beat up each other until the one wearing blue spandex snaps the other's head off as the world crumbles down behind them. The movie sucked according to a few critics, but I didn't really care. All I know was that she was finally there, sitting beside me. It was heaven.

After that night, we continued our daily routine. From Facebook messaging, we went to texting, and then to calling. We went out one more time, after i cooked her my specialty "ulam" and ate lunch at her apartment. Week after week after week, all i ever wanted was to talk to her, be with her, spend time with her.

Days into her birthday, I decided to buy her a gift. I bought her a stuffed-bunny, noticing that she's fond of rabbits. In my head, I would go to her apartment, give her my gift and confess my feelings for her. What i didn't know was that she planned to spend her birthday in Bohol with her mother and brother and her best friends. So i waited until she got back to manila. That Sunday, i went to her apartment, bringing a cake and her birthday gift. I didn't confess to her like I planned, but I felt satisfied.

Days dragged on and things started to change. Or maybe it was just me over thinking. Nevertheless, I never stopped texting her, even if her replies arrived one or two days too late. She said she was busy, so I made myself busy too, just so I can stop thinking about her. I applied for a job, and searched for an apartment so I can move out. I got a job, and found an apartment, and I'm ready to start a new chapter in my life. All that's missing was her. We still talked but not as frequent as before. but never have I stopped thinking about her. But something else is missing, like a clock with a fallen gear. I've been building up this feeling inside my chest, and I have to let it go, or I will explode. I have to tell her, I said to myself. I need to. She might not feel the same but I don't care. I'm telling her, and even if she ends up rejecting me, what matters is I told her what I feel. That's what's missing.

So one day i texted her and told her that I'll be waiting outside her building after office hours. I bought a rose and practiced my speech like in those classic fancy romantic movies. If I'm gonna confess my feelings, I'm gonna do it like how I always imagined doing it. I may get rejected, but at least I did my very best. I waited, ready for whatever answer she might say. I waited that night, and the seconds turned to minutes, and the minutes into hours. I waited, all night, but she never came.

I went home to my apartment feeling disappointed as I threw the rose into a random garbage bin.

The next morning she messaged me through Facebook asking me why I left more than fifteen missed calls. Then it dawned on me: what the fuck did i do? I scrambled for something, anything, a witty reply, a smart-ass one liner to get me out of the big embarrassing mess I've put myself into. I gave her an ambiguous response of how I missed her that night, but even I myself found it ridiculously and annoyingly stupid. She didn't reply and all i got was a short notice saying "seen xx/xx/2013"

What have i done, i asked myself, looking at her office building a few blocks away from the building where I work in now. I ruined it. I didn't know what to do next. It was perfect, what we had was perfect. It was all i ever wanted, and now it's all gone. I stood there at the open glass of our office, watching my world crumble down in front of me, like in that movie we saw the first time. And as i search for an answer, I blocked her on Facebook. I listened to my friend as she call on me for doing something stupid. I ignored her advice to add her and message her again. I looked at myself in the mirror and get amazed at how unbelievably stupid I am. Who in his right mind would cover up his stupid mistakes by doing another stupid mistake? The answer... me.

It's been months since then, the only connection left between us now are the common Facebook friends we used to have. There are times I remember her, so i open her Facebook account, look at her beautiful profile photo and hover my mouse on a button that says "add friend" but i never clicked. A few times her photo would pop up as she's tagged by some of our common friends, and I get an update of what she's doing in her life. I would search for her face as I walk through the streets of BGC, hoping that I would bump into her, but I think the universe have had enough of me. No more, it says, I helped you one time, you're on your own now.

I saw my crush's pictures on Facebook today, and I sigh as I look back and remember the few moments we spent together.